This mess

Found new cobwebs in my room today
I looked up today
wiped the haze away

Moonlight fills my space
you came in here, made a mess,
then left, without a trace

No thank you note, no goodbye
just this knife in my back
and pain behind these eyes

Shut down,
cut off the blood supply
we'll need a tourniquet
to quit this mess tonight

Some days be high
others, so low
and all we know is to 'go with the flow'

Dark

Don't follow me down,
it's dark and you can't see
anyway, I like to get a lil lost
screams echoing off the rocks
fade to silence

Perfect dark
void of sound
I could be anywhere
I could be anyone
or disappear completely into this nothingness that has held me too long.

so you wanna get lost
why can I still hear you?