NUmB

I'm numb now
i've drunk about as much as i can handle, yet theres still 2 litres left
i was an alcoholic at age 14, then again at 17, i guess now again at 25

and everywhere in between
i actually like it
before it was coke
before that it was pills
before that it was weed
and i still love the feel of those poisons passing down
down
down

infecting my body and mind

what is wrong with being sober?
it takes guts!
it takes courage!
you gotta be fucken strong to be sober 24/7
i'm not stong
i'm not anyone you know

i'm not even anyone i know



today..............