over

Just like that cigarette
we smoked our time to an end
no more sweet kisses
no more midnight hugs.

I remember waking in the night to you
so hard beside me
finding our way in the dark
to each others bodies, we knew so well.

It's over now,
it's over.

He was never gonna be my saviour
the one I wanted forever.
Most of the time I watched my behaviour,
and he looked on silently.
I never got inside his head
he so willingly letting me into his bed.

But I don't feel used, or abused
just sad
that there is no more

it's over now
it's over

And such a big part of me wishes it wasn't
deep down I always knew
I kept you around for the pain
it was just easier to blame you.