We never really had it at all

	I guess we never really knew we started and stopped so many times scratching the walls, losing our minds those things, we never really had at all innocent minds & easier times,  distant memories of a place, i wish i could find. i search these streets of pale and dark being alone is not always having a lonely heart don't look at me like you understand i never came to you.

I never wanted that life

 you'd so carefully planned

you never offered and you never gave you just sat me in the corner & told me how to behave 'pull this face dress yourself like this that person you once were, well she doesn't exist.' i'm still... searching for so much more you know, we never really had it at all i've come undone and am lost for pins i guess i could draw them from my back; all those that you put in. a thousand knives & a thousand lies just once one day give me those innocent minds & easier times.